I'm here to talk my life again..yea..my monthly diary here..but I'm late on this month
Cause my life changed dramatically..so much happened in this two weeks..
From accepted..understood..tough..and till now..I stand up by myself.. I just can say I'M OKAY
for who following my instagram..maybe you guys will know what's wrong with me
I have thought about to stop blogging here, but I considered for several days..I decided to continue blogging my life on here again..memories are beautiful..it won't fade by times..so just let it be continue..it will be more precious in my future time :)
Okay...let's talk about April's life
I'm April baby..so talk about my birthday celebration first..maybe it's just simple but memorable
received the rose before heading for dinner
JOGOYA @ Starhill
Having my B'day dinner here
hmm..i think was supper
lol
thanks to the sweet couple for the b'day cake
Strawberry cheese cake
yumyum
the couple who celebrated with me on that night
hello tan kok seng...your face can be more ugly okay?!!
keep it up
lol
it's simple
but just thanks for everything
how about b'day present
what still can I ask for
he gave me too much
officially 19 years old
I promised that I will post my wishes on this post
but sorry readers...I just can't now
everything going fine to me that's what I hope now
and thanks for everyone's wish for me
the all black outfit on my b'day night
The Gardens
Day with my lovely aunt and sis
The bus for horses that I first time saw
when I'm on the way to The Gradens
just random photo..I know I'm bored
lol
the lovely ah yi
she promised treat me a b'day lunch
she did it :)
hello..here I am
the sis was busying eating
sushi as my b'day lunch
hehe
and my lovely aunt always treat us like kid
but I'm enjoying
yea..my sis is April baby too
21st b'day celebration
@ Victoria Station
All the best in your future :*
love you forever
the yumyum cake again
see...
everyone dressed up pretty pretty
but only me
so sad
cause I should go home after dinner
can't join the 2nd round to club with them :'(
the long lost friend
she gonna leave us for 5 years to Indonesia
All the best okay...I got a pretty dentist
and free for me in whole life
hehe
all the long lost friends
the fella don't know how to take photo I think
see our group photo like....hahahaha
@CeoNeway Farenheit
cheong K night with the gang
I'm happy..cause I'm free for that night
the room is so nice and comfort there
we ate like..nobody business :D
memorable as well
@OneUtama Damnsara
shopping day again
dinner on that night
the tomyam fish was really good!!
@ Klinik Nur Sejahtera
Yea..I did the 1st HPV vaccination
It's for free for who born on 93/94 now
here is some detail for you guys
Address: Bangunan LPPKN, No 12B, Jalan Raja Laut 50712 K.L
Tel: 03-26937555
had the 5mins class before the inject
I have two more vaccination to go :)
@Melaka
one day trip on labour day
it's all about food food food.....
the mini coke and sprite
too cuteeeeeeeee
satey celup
not really nice for me :/
the funny photo I made
yes..memorable day again
Hmm...April end so fast..I thought May will past so fast and happy like April
but it's not...was a tough life for me...
yes..we're done..end like unexpectedly..not only I can't accept it..everyone said ARE YOU JOKING WITH ME?!!
这是我们拍的最后一张照片
也没机会po
很模糊
一切都快 看不见 摸不见 听不见
我们煎熬了 整半个月
彼此也不好受
我没有怪任何人
在一起两年了
彼此都应该 负起这个责任
也许问题早已经 出现
大家都以得过且过带过
我也不懂
他们口中的第三者 到底存不存在
即使到了现在 我还是相信他
我不想去用猜疑 辨认曾经我那么深爱的他
他曾经是我的一切
从17岁那年 我疯狂地爱了他两年
为了他 付出很多 失去很多
当我失去他了 我觉得自己一无所有
多么得颓废
我不懂找谁说
我还以为自己活不了
我真的非常感谢
当我最无助的那一刻
我一通电话 朋友都飞过来找我 陪我一起哭
还有我10多年的好姐妹
安慰我
虽然我之前忙着恋爱 都没空和她们出去
但我一出声 她们都在那里迎接我 并没有排斥我
分享她们的经历
让我好过一些些
还有愿意帮我的好多好多朋友
开导我
可以陪我聊到三更半夜
还有爸爸
我知道他比我更心痛 他知道我每晚偷偷地哭
他甚至不敢问我一句为什么
因为我永远是他宝贝女儿
我搞不懂 我们到底怎么了
怎么就那么突然
我们说过很多未来 说了很多永远
我到现在还不相信 这是事实
我们说过很多未来 说了很多永远
我到现在还不相信 这是事实
对 他就是我的未来 我一直都这么以为
我非常依赖他
他一路以来都对我很好很好
他唯一一样不好 就是 很大男人
但就因为爱 我可以容忍
毕竟 我也有很多不好
大家必须互相迁就
他唯一一样不好 就是 很大男人
但就因为爱 我可以容忍
毕竟 我也有很多不好
大家必须互相迁就
在别人眼中
我们就是能抵达结婚阶段的一对
但如今
大家也为我们感到可惜 和难过
我也谢谢那些 虽然在现实生活不认识我的人
给我的安慰 给我的鼓励
也许一颗心靠的太近 就会忘记珍惜
一种关心太多 就会忘了感动
直到现在 心里还有好多好多的疑问
一种关心太多 就会忘了感动
直到现在 心里还有好多好多的疑问
但我不敢再去想 再去问
我不想用怨恨去结束这段感情
别人和我提起 未来这两个字
我已经心在斗 脚在震了
我们 都把彼此看的太远了
所以一切会那么难受
人成长中 总是会变的
看的事更多 认识的人更广
也许我们太年轻吧
也能说彼此不够爱
我们熬不了这一关
我从希望到渴望 渴望到失望 失望到绝望
的确 我现在还在过渡期中
很难挨
自己从新来过
也许这就是成长
让我更有勇气站起来
从此以后
我也不会为了爱 掏心掏肺的
真的好难受
那么的刻骨铭心
那么的刻骨铭心
那些痛 是要亲身经历才明白
这是第一次 也是最后一次
但我相信
这也会是我人生 难忘的一篇
回忆一切都是 非常美丽
放不下总是要 放下
因为我答应过很多人
我会振作起来
就给我一些些时间 好吗
我会更好
